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Ugly

by Sticky Mistake

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Ugly 01:08
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Everyone tells you that it hurts Growing up is wack, what makes it worse When you’re all alone with nothing to do You’ll hate yourself, by 19 you’ll be through At 12 I was cool Nothing mattered to me but school And then 13 came That’s when girls started to enter the frame 14 fuckin’ blew An awkward shit and low-key a tool 15 came and went Blew threw tissues whenever I’d pop a tent I miss the stretch marks on my back And I miss shitty days when I was sad When what brought me back was a feeling of the past I had I miss the stretch marks on my back 16 was pretty good Had a girl that made me think I could 17 blew up in my face Spent the year acting like a fuckin’ basket case 18 and alone again Almost happy but only right at the end And now I’m 19 And I’m still alone And I’m still sad But I’m starting to Learn how to Be okay It’s all you gotta learn how to do Be okay It’ll help you get through everyday Be okay With how you think, and feel, and act Just be okay And everything will fall right into place
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Monster 02:28
When I’m stalking at night When someone’s gonna die I just look to the sky I know they‘ll be all mine I can’t walk by a mirror Cause I get filled with terror When it breaks and I’m left alone with nothing but fears So fill up my head With the syrup that’s bled So sweet that I cry when you die And I need to be fed Measles fill up my face When I walk around laced And my eyes can’t decide if I’m evenly paced So give me some cream To wash away the screams When I’m back I’ll attack with nothing but ease
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I’m watching everyone Living out their daily lives Wonder if I should start on mine And I want to wake the rest Shake it up before you’re gone And I want you right here next to me Look at me And stare into my eyes Tell me where you’ve been And where I stand in line I’m bouncing off the walls Thinking about you and me Didn’t know that I could be so sweet Where did I go wrong Missed my shot and now it’s gone And I’ll think about it sometimes
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I lived in such harmony Now disrupt so casually I don’t know how to read Your face feeling way too real Now I’m falling I hate the love I have to give It’s laced with nothing but poison Because you make me so lovesick I taint the love I hate I think The guilt felt across these halls Throw myself against the wall Smash my head to forget the thoughts Come back on my knees I’ll crawl
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One step, two step Fall on the floor Suck on mother’s teat While I run for the door Lock it all up There’s no where to escape Twenty fuckin’ years That you’ve filmed me on tape Scream at 4 am And wake me back up Lobotomy is next Laced to the ground I’m stuck Cold metal rod And up the nose it goes Turn the lights off No more pain let me go Let me go Fuckin’ bitches, taking names, I’m running through And I don’t know where to go Everyday seems like it’s my last And I don’t know where to go My mouth screams bye to all my friends And I don’t know where to go Why does my world spin outta hand When I don’t know where to go Another step on my head All I can remember Miss your face on my face I wish I didn’t dead her Mommy says she’s no good I know that she’s better Lock it up, suck me up No meat could be tender Could be tender The smell it reeks on through the house Sink into the fibered couch, couch My heart jumps at any sound A rat makes noise it’s way too loud
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Bad High 03:59
Feeling buzzed off my life at the moment Stuck inside it’s time to leave this cold head I feel the room move to the back of my eyes I breathe too much fuck I‘m out of my mindset Second chances are for real But this high’s fucked and I’m to feel Don’t know what’s real but it’s all in my head It’s about time that I wish I was dead I gotta leave I gotta find my footing But there’s no way when the ground is moving I feel the dread in the back of my hair I touch my head but there’s nothing there
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I feel the sun hit my face Reach out my hand so I can sit and trace Your eyes, your mouth, and your nose The dust sets down and my eyes close You wake up late and see me too I hope to god you think I’m cool Cause you’re the coolest girl I’ve ever known Your head perks up I see the glow Waking up Next to you I feel the warmth I don’t feel blue You quiet down What’s in my head In your arms I feel red When I feel you get up my whole world shakes One look in your eyes I’m awake No need for coffee or breakfast too Cause you’re the one that fills me up it’s true
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Wack 01:54
Last night you told me you were done I couldn’t sleep I can’t have fun I went to sleep crying I woke up crying Oh my god I can’t stop crying Went downstairs and played FIDLAR Screamed and cried and set the bar Took a shower cried in it I have no hope I have no wit I’m afraid of being alone I’m so scared I’m on my own Please God, just bring her back I hate myself I’m fuckin wack Went to target bad idea I couldn’t stay I had to leave Went to the car and cried a lot I screamed and cussed while you were just blocks Away, I could still feel you Wore some shades so you can’t see through To my eyes cause all I do is cry
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Tell me one thing Do you see my eyes Cause I’ve been wondering If they’re another lie Tell me another I laid down today I didn’t get up There’s something astray And I see my feet grow roots right where I sit My arms they fall right through the cushion I’m floating I see the stars Right next to your place Is where I think we are I hear the sirens They made me laugh I see the ink blots And I see dead rats I hear the crowd roar I know I’m dreaming Cause I know damn well That they’d be wheezing And my fingers pluck the strings they move too fast I’m scared of the noise that’s stuck in the past It lunges I look away Too slow now And I’m okay
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Hello!! 02:33
Hello, the bombs are falling Hello, I am asleep Hello, alarms are blaring Goodnight Feels like the only who's worried about bombs these days is me So fuckin' paranoid that I'll wake up to bullets from my sleep Please don't pick up the phone I'd rather be alone Than burn like everyone else in nuclear fire Leave the receiver be Cause I know it's the end of me If you act on your impulse base desires Hello, I am a martyr Hello, I am a saint Hello, I am a soldier Goodnight
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Bicycle 02:31
I been rusting Gears ain’t turning My shoes are damp And I’m the one who’s left there crying Cause I got no memory Baby can’t you see That this what I need So I can feel the relief that I been needing So I’ll be smiling While I’ll be riding The tears will fall My mind is left to ask is this all? So I’ll be crying While I’ll be smiling My feet keep turning My cycle’s all I got to stop the hurting Imagined pedals Am I left to settle? Don’t wanna waste What could be first place with a beautiful face But I can’t go back now Too scared of backing out Cause I left all me there And I cannot ask where, all I can do is care

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released August 2, 2019

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Sticky Mistake New York, New York

Sticky Mistake was a punk / indie rock band from NYC. Formed in 2015 from the ashes of the shittiest pop punk band of all time, they fired off two albums, Sticky Mistake (2017) and Ugly (2019). Made up of Stavros Lari, Leo Lari, and Sawyer Smith they were here to rock ’til the roosters crow with a sonic force strong enough to bring kings to their knees. ... more

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